"The Abundant Life"

Posted by Donna

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

John 10:10 KJV

I think many Christians would say that this verse doesn't physical prosperity, but refers to the abundance of our spiritual life (but yes - there are others who think it does). But for those who profess the spirtitual meaning behind this verse, do they truely believe it?

Too many times we think because we are Christians, we will have the "perfect life." Perfect in that whatever our heart desires, God will provide it. All we need to do is pray and eventually our fondest wishes will be granted. Yes sometimes we get impatient and have our "crisis of faith" (why does God hate me, is He listening, etc...), but deep down we just know that eventually our wishes will be granted. And before you think I am pointing figures, let me say that I am at the head of that line.

Through our struggles with infertility - I have struggled to try to understand why. Why us? Why can't I just have the "perfect" life of being a wife and mom. When does my perfect life begin?

The thing is... I have my perfect life - it began when I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior. The perfect and yes abundant life is mine. I just haven't see it because I was too busy looking for my desires and not seeking His.

Do I fully understand why motherhood isn't in His plan? No, but I prayerfully asking for Him to reveal how I can use it for His glory. He has a plan, I just need to get in line with what that is.

It will be an interesting journey....

Whatever happened to....

Posted by Donna

Giving and not expecting anything in return?

Giving BECAUSE of the blessings you have received, not to be blessed?

Why do so many fall into the prosperity gospel trap?

Sunday Ramblings

Posted by Donna

Can you go home again? Yes. Will be without easy and carefree? No. Will you survive? Yes.

Last week we made the decision to return to our old church, today we went back for the first time. Overall it went well... lots of hugs... some expected news and a few awkward moments. There will be some adjustments to go through, but overall it was nice to be among friends, to be needed and know you will have prayerful support, something that I think we have been missing.

Besides the awkward moments, there were some funny ones too: A classic double take from some one we know and of course a conversation that went something like this.

Person: Hey guys great to see you!

(hugs, hugs, hugs)

Us: Hi! How are you?

Person: Great, how about you?

Us: Doing well.

Person: Well it is great to see you

(they leave)

DH: (whisper) Who was that?

Me: (whisper) No idea.

Four Years

Posted by Donna


Where has the time gone? How can it have been four years? It seems just like yesterday I getting all dressed up and walking down to that smiling face that just makes my heart melt. And now here we are, four years later and still feeling like newlyweds. Yes, it has been full of ups and downs, but I would never trade in one single day. I finally was reconnected with the other half of my soul that day and I don't ever want to go back to being only half again. I guess when you are whole again, time just flies... I think I understand why my mom always said.... it does not matter how long it is... it is never long enough.

To my dearest husband... I love you more and more each day. Thank you for the last four years and I look forward to many more, even though in the end I know it will never be long enough.